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It is 1:43 PM. I should be in Video Productions right now. But I’m not. You may be asking yourself, Why? Well you readers, that don’t really exist, I’m at home sick. As said on my previous post I was not feeling good at that time. Since then: Sunday, I moped around all day then went to Speech Awards were I only had 2 scoops on mashed potatos, a peice of pizza, and a peice of blueberry dessert pizza. I got home, watched some TV, and went to bed. On Monday I woke up and decided that the best thing to do is to go to school. So I got up, threw on some jeans and a hoodie, hair is a messy pony, and off I went. I made it threw the day, and practice, which was not very enjoyable seeing it involves a lot of talking. My mom then picked me up and we went to the pharmacy to get me my medicine for my headaches, thinking thats what it was. So I got home, took the medicine, and didn’t feel any better. My mom then told me I had been moaning. I didn’t remember moaning, but I gess i was..? Before I went to bed I had my temperature taken, just to see. It was 102.6. GREAT I was at school all day with a temp. Well its not my regular headaches I get. So I went to bed. I then was woken up at 6:30 AM to have my temp taken again to see if I should be going to school. It was 100.4, still too high to go to school. So I went back to sleep till 8:30 and have been moping on the couch since. Not all to long ago I called the director to tell him that I wouldn’t be at practice. He awnsered, which I was hoping he wouldn’t since I didn’t feel like talking, but luckily he was busy. I told him what was wrong and that I wouldn’t be at practice tonight. He says “WELL YOU HAVE TO GET BETTER SOON!” I said okay, not feeling like joking. He then laughs at me. I do feel bad for not being able to go to practice seeing opening night is a week from Thursday. I am also missing a math test today, which aren’t fun to makeup. Then tomarrow our notebooks are due. I have over 200 problems to do before I am done. This teacher stinks. He doesn’t teach us and gives us 50-90 problems a night. GAH. Okay. I’ve probly gone into negative readers now with all this complaining.

I am now talking to a classmate on msn. here is our convo:
i is a sexy taco says:

you stayed home?

marina says:


i is a sexy taco says:

haha lucky

marina says:

lucky? having a fever, headache, and sore throat is lucky?



This kid must have somthing wrong with him. Okay I know he does. but thats besides the point

I’ll leave you at that.

Under Construction……. blah blah blah



I’ve decided I can no longer write blog posts past 10 o’clock at night.  Yesterday’s blog tottally didn’t make sense. I even mixed up some idioms in it. I also went to bed thinking about  my blog. About how this one would play out, and how I was mad at myself. Here is what happened within 15 minutes of posting my blog:

1.Went on yoville and facebook to say goodnight to everyone

2. Went to the bathroom and tripped over the cat

3. Remembered Why I posted the blog and remembered that I forgot to write about what the whole point of posting was.

4. fell asleep

also looking back at my dreams 2 of them were related to blog posts i had read before typing mine.

Well now I remember what i was going to say on my other blog post and will write about it now:

So Yesterday I went shopping. We went to Target and for 1 dollar i found an ant farm. Me, being the nerd I am, bought it excited to get home and get some ants and watch them tunnel. The whole 15 min. of a ride home i spent reading the directions and setting up the farm so it was ant ready. Once home i helped my mom bring our bags in the house then outside I went, to find some ants of course. So the directions said you should have 5-10 ants. Ants may be dumb, but they are hard to catch. I spent 20 minutes trying to get some. They would not come onto the supplied stick and the black ones freaked out so bad that you couldn’t catch em. I decided that the red ants would do since they are calmer. After getting 4 red ants in there at one time, i lifted up the ant farm only to have them all run out :(. I then got a brilliant idea. I ran inside grabbed half a kiwi and ran back outside thinking i was oh so smart. I put the kiwi down and waited for 100 of ants to swarm, like on any other day would of happened and i’d be very mad. 2 ants checked it out then left. I left it alone and talked to my mom for about 10 minutes, hoping when I come back that it would be full of ants for me to choose from. Not a single ant. I then went back to my old method of catching red ants. I had 5 at a time once, but when i lifted it up to put the lid on they again ran out. I decided to stop for the night and to try again tomarrow (today). So i woke up not feeling so good, but still thinking well i can try and catch ants. But of course its raining cats and dogs :(. I guess I have to wait a little while.

So I feel pretty crappy at the moment and I have nothing to cheer me up till around 5 when I have speech awards. Hopefully my mom will venture to the store and buy me my medicine. Well i’m going to go and mope around some more. I hope you enjoyed this blog post. Probly didn’t, cuz they’re all boring but atleast,

Its always “Under Construction”

Hey Blogg!

Today I feel like writing. About everything, or about nothing. Whatever comes to mind. So here it goes:

At the moment I feel pretty crappy. My throat hurts and so does my head. But its not like an AHHHHHHHH IT HURTS STOP THE PAIN hurt, its more UGH its annoying hurt. If you gleam my meaning. I’m also very tired seeing it is 11:50 at night. I used to stay up this late quite frequently. But lately, with my whole not having a computer problem, i haven’t been. It feels good to sleep. Last night I slept 12 hours. Doesn’t it just feel wonderful to sleep 11 hours or more and to wake up and not roll out of bed not wanting to do anything. That is how I’ve been feeling alot lately when it comes to school days. I haven’t been getting enough sleep even though I’m going to bed as early as possible and waking up as late as possible.

On Tuesday I went in to get some lab work done. I useally freak out if there is anything that involves needles. But this time was different, I think I am growing up and just know that it has to be done. So I got my blood tests back that night and I had high blood sugar and cholestorol. My mom nore the nurse understood the high cholesterol seeing I haven’t eaten meat for almost 4 monthes, and that is a body’s main source for cholesteral. So that was on Tuesday, and it is now Saterday and I still have a huge ugly bruise on my arm in 2 different places from this. They couldn’t get my blood going so i got poked twice, and she had to dig around in both, causing the bruise. It is very annoying to see out of the corner of my eye because it makes me feel like I was abused. And mind you they want me to have my blood drawn again in 2 weeks. I’m hoping to not get bruises that time since I have never had bruises like this from getting my blood drawn before.

Tomarrow is a new day. Tomarrow is in 3 minutes. But that is besides the point. Tomarrow my best friend from Kindergarten is coming to town and I will hopefully get to spend some time with her. I also have speech awards at the local pizza joint. My coach always has these fun awards that have some inside joke associated with them. She had me make a bag/purse for a boy for him to “carry his lemurs around in” It’s a long story. So I made it. And to tell you the truth I don’t really want to give this to previously mentioned boy. he is a senior and not the best looking, and I don’t think he will appreciate the craftmenship I put into it. I didn’t use a pattern or anything, and it looks amazing. I did get some more fabric to make myself a purse though since I am in need of a new, bigger purse.

As previously mentioned I am in the spring play “Flowers for Algernon” Our first performance is in a week and a half which is pretty nerve wrenching. No doubts we’ll be ready. We have an amazing director who could pull just about anything off. But I just don’t want it to end. When I talk about it with my fellow cast members they say “its not ending its a new beganing” But that “new beganing” is only going to last for 3 days before its gone. I have had lots of fun with this production and this cast, and the seniors are amazing and I just don’t want it to be over. I have to admit I have somwhat of a crush on 2 of the boys in the production too so I’ll miss that. I am hoping not a large amount of people from my school read this seeing they’re are only 4 boys in Spring play and 2 of them aren’t all that good looking. But its not that big of a crush anymore. They are amazing boys and just fun to be around. Sorry I just keep rambeling on about this but I will just truly miss this production.

I just went back and looked at my drafts. I only have 2. This one and one more from the 14th. I will post it here:

hi blog. ily. i just wanted you to know that.

i’m feeling: unloved

Blog, lately i’ve been feeling very bipolar-ish. I was just very happy not 8 minutes ago. but now? i feel like hiding in a dark corner and slitting some skin.

NOTE: i’m not actually going to go sit in a dakr corner and slit my wr

I do have a slight remember of getting bored and leaving this. My favorite part is my inability to spell dark, or even to finish writing the word wrists.         I just thought you might enjoy, okay its depressing who would enjoy reading that? PREVERETED SICKO CREEPOS, thats who. Okay i think the fact that its 12:12 on Sunday is daunting on me. I am off to bed.

Remember your always “under construction”

Sorry its been so long since I’ve posted. But I’ve been busy, and lazy. And not takeing advantage of when I wanna post and my cat is crying as if the sky was going to fall out of the sky any second now. And that my friends, is what we call a run on sentence. If you use one of those on a state writing test you will fail, and then in result die. Don’t you love the modern day brainwashing of the public schools?

So since I last talked/wrote to you I got my Mid-tri report. I’m very happy of its result except for the whole i-have-a-C-in-Honors-Geometry thing. But other than that I have all A- and above which is uber-tastic since i’ve never had only one grade not be an A since like 3rd grade. Back when I had straight A’s 🙂 haha.

Also since I last wrote…. OKAY NOTHING ELSE HAS HAPPENED SHUT IT. This is why i have no good excuse for not writing.


yay she said since i’m writing my blog I can stay on.

She should know that writing a blog regularly will help me with my poor writing skills. It’s not that I actually would fail a writing test, I’m just not very good at writing.

I really should check on my grades online. I really want to keep these A’s up and get my C up to a B or B+, an A isn’t happening mister! Well I’m going to go do that and maybe catch up on some youtube videos?


SO today I don’t have much to say. I stayed home sick from a stomach ache and it was a very uneventful day…. Except for I got my glasses. It’s amazing how clear the world is. hehe. This is the whole point for this blog, so i could give you a picture!!!

this is the picture of my glasses

this is the picture of my glasses

The top is a metel that depending on the light is colored anywhere from orange to red to purple!

If you havn’t noticed i am not doing BEDA. Not on purpose, but I’ve just been really….. busy.

I don’t know what to write about. I’m tired. gah. i have a head ache. i’m complaining.

okay shut up inner self,

i’ll write you a story

Once upon a time there was a boy named Sabrina. He was a blonde nerdfighter. He was the most confident boy you could ever meet. No one knows why he is, seeing he wasn’t all that attractive and he had nothing other than flesh on his bones. He wasn’t just skinny, he was more than that. He was more than anorexic skinny, he looked more like a skeleton with skin on it, no joke. But he was a nerdfighter none the less.

Okay idk if that counts as a story, it has no beganing, middle or ending. No plot, just talks about a boy. I feel bad for this  boy. That writing had no plan what-so-ever. Well does that count. I’m thinking about making a thing for my header now. okay bye.

today is the first day of a mini-easter break. well my school says mini spring break cuz of jews and stuff, but the only reason we have it is cuz of easter. so i just took a bath and i’m cleannn. today is the 100th day of 2009! How has everyone been doing on there new years resoulution? I’m doing great on mine!

Note: my cat is sitting on my wet foot, just wanted to let u kno.

Note: Its cuz i took a bath not cuz he, or i peed on it

so Sunday is Easter, as most of you kno. I’m a little nervous bcuz of the whole most of my family loves meat and it won’t be very vegetarian friendly.

i’m getting back into this sad state of mind. I was in it earlyer today then i danced around and sang, and it got better. but i’m sad again. I really want to hang out with someone.

I’m babysitting later tonight. i’m kinda exited for it, its SOMETHING to do. Those boys are the sweetest! I want to do somthing special for them. Maybe somthing easter related? Hmm i’ll have to think about it. Maybe I could hide there dinner like an Easter Egg hunt! idk that sounds lame. i’ll come up with somthing.


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I already failed at the whole BEDA. I forgot to blog yesterday. So I guess i’m now doing BAEDA (Blog Almost Everyday in April)

So today I went to the eye doctor. I will be getting glasses, and my mom is getting new glasses. I already have had glasses, so is nothin big, but i havn’t had them since 6th grade, so it will be a change.

Okay i’m bored


We’ve all heard the quote “The only mistakes in life are the ones we don’t learn from” Well what if we didn’t learn from our mistakes?

Thats one of the things that bugs me, when people make the same mistakes over and over and over, and are yet to learn from them. There is this one kid in my school. He has gone through 5 groups of friends since 5th grade. Now that doesn’t sound that bad when you think about it. But that would be if some of those groups were from “natural” drifting. Well its not. He keeps making the same mistake with his friends over and over. He gets very clingy with the group, way to early into the friendship. Then when you try and push him away a little and catch a breath he just grabs on tighter. When he clings on to you, he is like a leech. He grabs onto you and tries to pull you up and down with him with all the bumps in his life. And since of course he can’t be with you 24/7 whenever he isn’t with the new “victums” he is out telling everyone he can that they are his best friends. This whole thing is so early in the friend ship that it freaks you out, and you end up telling him that you just want to be aquintences(sp?) but he then again he just grabs on tighter. You get so annoyed with this by now that you start getting cruel to get him off. He gets a little offened and will let go for alittle while, but he will be back. This cycle continues. Until you can’t stand it and you have to tottally bash him for him to understand that you don’t want to be friends.

Now this boy has done this with 4 groups of friends and is working on the 5th. Because of this cycle he has many enemys, and ends up getting hurt. If he would just learn from his mistakes, he might be able to avoid it.

okay rant over.


On December 31, 2008 I had my last piece of meat. I havn’t had a piece since. If you didn’t already guess, I had it as my New Years Resoultion. Actually, a person I follow on Youtube decided to do it (breeisundercover) and I thought that it sounded like a good idea for me too do it too.

No, I wasn’t just being a follower. You see, I have been having trouble eating Chicken lately because of the bones. It just makes me sad, and not hungry to think about it. But my mom was getting mad when she would make chicken and I wouldn’t eat it. I didn’t want to be a hypocrit and be like, “i’m not eating chicken with bones in it anymore cuz it makes me think that it was living” so this was my best solution.

One of the BIGGEST things that bugs me is when people say “if you eat fish your not a vegetarian” That is NOT true. Their is an actual name for vegetarians who eat fish. If you didn’t already guess, I eat fish. But you have to remember, I live in a very closed minded small town. There would only be three places I could eat, and two of them my mom never goes to, so that really means only one. And It’s a chinese place, and there is only 1 vegetarian dish I like there.

Also, when going to the grocery store their isn’t many vegetarian premade meals. There of course is vegetarian “meat” but I don’t care for that all that much. I could just have homemade meals everyday, but my mom doesn’t have the time for that, and neither do I.

There are two main questions I get alot:

1. Do you drink milk and eat eggs? I am growing and need calcium, and if I didn’t have milk, than that means no chocolate, and I LOVE chocolate. And no eggs means no cake, cookies, any of that good stuff!

2. Is it hard? No it isn’t really. It is way easyer than I expected. The hardest part is school lunch, because our school isn’t very vegetarian friendly, and alot of mornings I’m too lazy too get together a lunch.

and a question that I want to awnser, just cuz I want people to know is:

1.What do you miss the most? It would definatly be broth and gravy, that may sound weird, but just the smell of it is so strong, and it makes eating soup hard. And my favorite food used to be Mashed potatos and gravy, and mashed potatos arn’t the same without gravy!!


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