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I’m procrastinating doing my homework. Yupp, that’s what’s going down here. I have Algebra to do, but am I doing it? Nope. I also could be reading the case for mock trial, but am I? Nope, again you guessed it I am not. I am sitting here, writing a blog post for an unread blog since I didn’t write for 18 days. Is that a sin now? To not write? Hmm… Maybe it is.

I just sat here for 5 minutes. I have no idea what to write. I’ve already written about procrastination, which is what this is, but what else is there? Well recently I’ve really liked cordoroy colored skinny jeans. They’re pretty awesome. I have pink ones and purple ones.

Lately I’ve felt really distant from my online friends. I don’t think it’s school, I mean last year when I became to know a large amount of them I was fine. Is it that I have less time on the computer? But I’m still on it daily. The noodz chat on facebook doesn’t have much discussion on it, even though it is useally filled with chatter when someone is getting punished. Tell me, am I doing something wrong? Are any of you mad at me? Or is it just that everyone is getting busy and on at different times and such.

Well I need to get to that homework!

-The Road to success is always underconstruction

I got asked if this blog is dead, or what. It’s not dead, I thought I made it clear I’ll blog when I feel like it and when I have time. I’ve gone longer times with not blogging when I was doing it more regularly.

I have been wanting to blog for about the last week, but I’ve been quite busy and just haven’t gotten around to it since it isn’t on the top of my prioritys.

Last year, I was on the computer or watching tv 4 hours minimum, so I had time too do stuff like blog, be on facebook for hours, talk on msn constantly, and all that jazz. This year I have practice, which I had last year but it lasts longer this year and we useally go to the store after or out to eat. Then I have homework, which I really didn’t have last year. Anywhere from 10 minutes to 3 hours, and there really is no average, it varies alot. Then 2 to 3 times a week I have pep band which is 6:15 until 9, which is when I go to bed. How does that make my schedule look?

3:00 school gets out
3:10 practice
5:30 get home, eat, check emails, get homework organized
6:00 leave for pep band, do homework there, possible eat there
9:00 get home, sleep.

and when there is no pep and the 6-9 gap is filled with homework, catching up on youtube, blogs, and sometimes watching Glee. Now you don’t even want to see my Wednesday schedule when I need to make a video! Sometimes I even just forget 😉

Now I’m not saying I’m the only one who is busy in the world, I’m just saying that I’m busy and it’s not something I’m used to, you know?

Now I would like to just do a mini rant, freestyle type, kinda thing. Friday I found out my dad is in the hospital. He has been for the last month. For those of you who don’t know me, I’m not close with my dad. I haven’t seen him since my 11th birthday. I am however close with my half sister, who keeps me updated on that side of the family. Now he is in the hospital every year to every other year, but it’s useally just for a week. That’s what this was supposed to be, he got surgery and was supposed to be in the hospital for 5 days. Well now it’s been a month and he is depressed and anry. This puts me between a rock and a hard place. I mean I don’t like him, but I love him at the same time. I want to reach out to him since chances are he won’t last much longer, and I don’t want to have to remember him like this. The last time I reached out to him it ended up being an emotional renching experiance. Now that I’m older, it could be different. But I am still scared of him. He is an alchoholic and gets angry easily. I wouldn’t feel safe with him and me. I don’t know, I really am just kind of ranting here. /rant over

Okay. Well what a depressing post after going so long without one. I’m sorry about that.

The road to success is always under construction


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